Lately I've just been feeling like I don't fit. There is literally one person in the world who I feel like I fit with and that is absolutely the best feeling in the world but within everything else I just don't feel like I fit anywhere else. It sucks. People I used to talk to all the time in the StarKid community have better friends now, ones who are available all the time and who are just better than me. I miss the times when I had my groups that I belonged to and I felt right with, I just don't feel that anymore. Life got in the way. I hate that I feel like this, I wish I could have kept how things were last summer and kept the feeling of closeness I had with so many people. I wish I could find that again, so badly, but I don't know how. I've tried, but I can't. The feeling of belonging is amazing, I know it well, but not as well as I did once. Things have changed, some for the absolute best but some for what feels like the worse. I just want to feel that sense of belonging I had all the time last summer.
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