SPAMALOT

So today I'm in a better mood. I didn't blog yesterday because I just felt meh so I didn't blog 'cause I feel like I should stop being so horribley depressing and moody on here - I have decided that I am going to leave my diary for that. So I am going to fail on my new years resolution already. I'm sorry but I feel like its better like this.

So yesterday, as I mentioned, was quite meh. One of my best friends was a bit upset and that kind of got me down all day and I guess that might be one of the main reasons I didn't blog yesterday. I don't know, it just got me down. I hate it when my friends are upset but I guess thats a thing in life. That was basically my day to be honest.

Today was better. Me and my mum went to see the show Spamalot in Manchester which was so funny! It was a great show, I've seen better but it was just a fun show and theres nothing wrong with that. It cheered me up so its all good! I'm kind of whiped out now though, I need sleep! I'm also looking forward to London a lot more so its all good! Basic message of this paragraph: so its all good!

Also, random fact of the day: I spilt wine on my top at tea so I put my PJ top on because I am just THAT cool! Oh yeah! Now you can tell I'm in a better mood! I likes it...

I might get like this more often...

Today was awesome because: The actor in Spamolot couldn't keep a straight face!

So yeah...

I want new people in my life. Don't get me wrong, I love the friends I have at the moment I just don't feel like I really connext with a lot of people. There isn't anyone who I feel I can be totally myself with. I really want to make internet friends, it seems they are the best kind of friends but its hard for me. I don't know why I feel like this, I just do and I hate it. It might be a good thing though, it might help me to meet some amazing new people, who knows. I guess what happens will happen in the end...

I wrote that little emo-ness this morning when I was feeling pretty down but I do tend to feel like that a lot so I just thought I'd share it with you. It came about because I was watching Kristina Horner's (italktosnakes) videos and she just seems to have so many great people in my life and it just made me think. Another thing that provoked that is that one of my best friends just got a boyfriend and they're all loved up so I'm feeling kind of lonely right now. I have been single for almost a year now and I miss having someone. But I guess when its the right time I will find someone.

So, moving on from that, I had a pretty average, boring day today. I didn't go to church today, mainly because I stayed up till about 1am last night so got up late this morning. Oh well, its part of being a teenager right? They didn't need me anyway! So I have been on YouTube and doing homework all day today and I have made a desicion - I am going to become a better YouTuber. As soon as my exams are over. I just really want to be part of that amazing comuntity. I just wish I could go to some of the gatherings and stuff but I live in the wrong place and am not old enough to fly out there so I'm just going to have to make do! I can live with that.

I am weirdly kind of looking forward to going to school tomorrow, I kind of miss it. Not the work part, just the friends part. Not seeing my friends this month is not good, but that will change tomorrow!

Today was awesome because: I wore my Internet Killed Television top!