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Saturday, 26 February 2011

I don't have a title for this blog...

So, I didn't blog atall yesterday because I am a fail. Well, actually its because I wasn't on the computer/laptop right before I went to bed and I always blog almost last thing. So, yesterday, here we go. Yesterday was school and choices. School was just school, I can;t remember much from it. The main thing that happened was one of my best friends decided that she had to apologise to her douche bag ex for something he should be apologising for. So at lunch she came back from that crying and the rest of the school day was spent kind of consoling her and trying not to slap her ex. So that was fun.
That night it was choices but hardly anyone went. It was still quite fun 'cause I got to spend time with my best friend Emma. That was quite fun, she came round to mine before and we had some laughs which is always good. But later in the night she had boy trouble aswell. Yes, it was the day of boys are dicks yesterday. I think that is all I have to say about yesterday.

Today was quite good. I had my keyboard lesson, as normal, then me and my mum went prom dress shopping. It was a successful trip! I ordered my prom dress! Its lime green (it looks nicer than it sounds) with daimond detail things on one side. Its kind of hard to explain but I will post a picture on here after prom. To those who know me in real life, I'll show you a picture next time I see you. Its ordered and should be arriving around May. So yay! Prom is pretty much sorted for me! It feels good. Once we did that we came home and I revised for my theory exam on Thursday. Then I chilled on the internets the rest of the day. Because that is how cool I am.

Today was awesome because: I ordered my prom dress!!

Thursday, 24 February 2011

I Fail :D

Yes, as the title says, I fail. On my last blog I said that the day before was 20.2.11, it wasn't, that was on Sunday, so that was my first fail. My second fail was not blogging yesterday. There is a reason for this, it isn't I very good excuse, but I have one! So, I had a good day yesterday, I had some fun at school and stuff but that night I got told I think about London too much. I know it shouldn't have but it kind of put me in a bed mood. I'm not even sure why, I just think I over reacted and overthought as usual. I don't know, it just kind of got to me, but I've moved on now!

Today was good. School was school, but fun school so its all good! The weather was really nice which always puts me in a better mood! Laughs happened, lessons happened and nothing else happened, things just sound better in threes! Also, today I went to my last ever grade 5 music theory lesson. I'm glad that its my last one 'cause I don't enjoy them but it does mean that the exam is 1 week today and I'm slightly scared that I'll fail. I'm honestly not sure if I will pass or not, I hope I will 'cause otherwise I might have to do it all over again. Oh well, what happens happens

Tomorrow its choices but I'm not really looking forward to it, hardly anyone is going this time. But you never know, it might be good. We'll just have to wait and see!

Today was awesome because: I had fun!

Tuesday, 22 February 2011

Twenty two eleven :)

Yes, the title is yesterday's date, but it was a cool date so I decided to put it for todays blog. So, I am actually feeling a lot better today! I had a better day at school, had more laughs, just general fun times, despite it being rubbish lessons. Also, tonight I have been Wicked-ing out on YouTube which kind of made my day! I am kind of in love with Wicked now, I want to see it again! The songs and the story line are so good, just so good that I think I could see it over and over again! I bought quite a few Wicked songs off iTunes today, just because they're amazing!

So, I feel like I'm in such a better mood today and I love it, its kind of fun! I'm having major mood swings at the moment, I guess thats because I'm a teenager. Being a teenager is fun. Yes that was sarcastic. Oh wow, I came over quite bitchy there, I tend to come over like that when I'm being sarcastic, but you know, thats just how it is. Oh wow, that sounded bitchy too. I'm just going to move on now.

I don't really have much else to say really, I'm just in a much better mood which is good!

Today was awesome because: I started my London trip scrap book! AND I fell in love with Wicked even more!

Monday, 21 February 2011

A day...Again...

Today was kind of averagely bad. My days used to be averagely good but now they've kind of turned around and I hate it. I guess its just something that happens sometimes. Hopefully things will be looking up soon. Basically, school was school, nothing really happened to be honest.

I'm trying to think of something to say. Hmm, lets see, I kind of feel lonely at the moment, as I have for a while but I'm not going to bring you down with it, I'm just going to go.

Today was awesome because: YouTube videos cheered me up!

Sunday, 20 February 2011

Back to School tomorrow Suxx

So, not much to say here today really. I've got out of the habbit of regular/good blogs. Hopefully that will change! I've just kind of been feeling as though I need to keep some things to myself and sort them out in my head without putting them on the internet, so that is what I am doing. I'm sorry, hopefully I'll start to feel better soon!

I'm going back to school tomorrow and I don't want to, as the title shows! I just can't be bothered with it, especially because I don't feel like I've had a proper holiday because I've been in London with school for 3 days. Oh well, I'll have to get on with it.

So, because I have nothing else to say I'm going to go! I suck, I know, sorry.

Today was awesome because: I wore my IKT shirt!

Saturday, 19 February 2011


So, today it was my best friend's birthday! We went over to her brother's apartment for a part and had a lot of fun! Took a lot of stupid but amazing pictures so that was great. It was great to see my friends and catch up and stuff, so, in conclusion, it was awesome!

Thats all I have to say for today really, sorry!

Today was awesome because: It was Emma's birthday!

Friday, 18 February 2011

Prom dresses!

Today I went prom dress shopping! It was actually great! We went to this really good shop first of all and I found some really nice dresses, I found the perfect colour and the perfect style. They were in different dresses but I think I can order the style I like in the colour I like. So, we're probably going to go back to the shop next Saturday when they have colour swatches. So its all good! I'm quite close to getting sorted for prom! So exciting!

So, that was basically my day today, not that interesting unless your me! Tomorrow it is my best friend, Emma's birthday and we're all going over to her brother's for a partay! Should be fun, I'm actually really pleased with the present I've got her, I think she'll really like it! I hope so anyway.

This is a short blog, I don't really have much to say really, but I'm trying to get back into the habit of blogging, I feel like I've failed at it for a while. So, sorry for the lame blog but its better than nothing!

Today was awesome because: I wen prom dress shopping!

Thursday, 17 February 2011

Landan :D

So, I got back from London yesterday night! I was exhausted so I just kind of slept. The trip was so fun and so busy and it was just really really good! It feels like it was so much longer than 3 days, we did so much! I'm going to do a day by day re cap, just because.

On Monday we woke up super early to get the train for 8:30am, spent 2 hours on the train and we were in London! All 80 of us pilled off the train and made our way to the tube and the hotel and dropped our bags off and stuff. So after that we made our way to the London eye, went on that and did sightseeing stuffs, ending up in covent gardens for a bit of shopping and being bored and everything. That night we went to a restaurant/hotel place to eat. We had 2 veggies on our table but the place decided not to prepare for veggies. The main and funniest bit of the night was the ghost waitress. I think its a kind of had to be there moment but we laughed so hard! Emma was literally crying laughing. I don't really know why it was funny but she just appeared and we laughed for ages afterwards! So that was ace!

The next day, Tuesday I got up and had an evil shower. Seriously, it was absolutley evil, I think I nearly flooded our bathroom but oh well! Then, us drama people headed off to a tour of the globe theatre with the most annoying guide ever. She called herself Ruthy. That just says it all I think. After that we headed to Oxford street for an hour to eat and shop before our acting workshop. That was quite fun, it was good to do some drama though. Then, after that I think we met up with art to eat at a pub before we went to see Wicked. Wicked was amazing! It was the best show I have ever seen, and I've seen quite a lot of shows.I was literally shaking at the end of it, it was rediculous how amazing it was!

Yesterday, Wednesday, we headed to covent gardens to shop and stuff. In that time me and Emma managed to get completely lost, which is always fun! When we went back to meet up with the others this really good street entertainer started. He was great, really funny and possibly scared some children by telling them that he was their real daddy. Yeah, so he was great, I actually payed him! After that we watched him we headed to the theatre to see the lion king. It was great, not as good as wicked in my opinion but the costumes and everything were amazing! I think it was the fact that the story was just disney to be honest.

So, in all the trip was great, I had loads of fun with my best friend and it was just a great time! It felt so much longer than 3 days but it was amazing!

Sunday, 13 February 2011

Guess what?

So I'm going to London tomorrow! I'm kind of excited but in a way I feel a bit bad about leaving my mum. I will be leaving her all alone so I feel kind of bad but hopefully I'll be fine. I was reading my best friend Emma's blog and I kind of feel exactly the same way as she said she felt so maybe we'll just just feel the same way together! Oh well, over with that! Hopefully I'll have a great time in London. I can not wait! I really want to have a good time, I feel like I haven't had a truely good time in ages!

So, my day has just been packing which I don't mind so much. Nothing interesting has happened to be honest. I am in the middle of having a very interesting conversation with my best friend on facebook. Its, well, its interesting I guess. So, yeah, I have nothing else to say but I'm in a good mood!

Sorry, this is a bit of a bad blog but I'm in a good mood so I thought I'd share it with you! Hopefully when I get back I'll have a lot of cool stories to tell y'all! Yes, I do realise I just said y'all, just because I am that american!

Today was awesome because: I was getting ready for London!

Saturday, 12 February 2011


So today I'm in a better mood. I didn't blog yesterday because I just felt meh so I didn't blog 'cause I feel like I should stop being so horribley depressing and moody on here - I have decided that I am going to leave my diary for that. So I am going to fail on my new years resolution already. I'm sorry but I feel like its better like this.

So yesterday, as I mentioned, was quite meh. One of my best friends was a bit upset and that kind of got me down all day and I guess that might be one of the main reasons I didn't blog yesterday. I don't know, it just got me down. I hate it when my friends are upset but I guess thats a thing in life. That was basically my day to be honest.

Today was better. Me and my mum went to see the show Spamalot in Manchester which was so funny! It was a great show, I've seen better but it was just a fun show and theres nothing wrong with that. It cheered me up so its all good! I'm kind of whiped out now though, I need sleep! I'm also looking forward to London a lot more so its all good! Basic message of this paragraph: so its all good!

Also, random fact of the day: I spilt wine on my top at tea so I put my PJ top on because I am just THAT cool! Oh yeah! Now you can tell I'm in a better mood! I likes it...

I might get like this more often...

Today was awesome because: The actor in Spamolot couldn't keep a straight face!

Thursday, 10 February 2011

I have no title for this blog...

So today was just a day. But, I can't call this blog "A Day" because that is what I called the last 2 blogs so I can't call it that again. It was review day today so I only went into school for about 30 minutes. Aswell as the useless 5 minutes with my form tutor I also had my Barrow Hall College interview (thats the college attached to our school) which was kind of useless too. It was basically them advising me on what I could do and at the end the teacher says "Of course we will offer you a place". So that was good.

Other than that I have been doing my physics coursework all day. Its due in tomorrow so I had to work on that. That has basically been my day. I'm still not in much of a better mood to be honest. Oh well, hopefully having a good time in London will make me happier! Today my mum didn't do much for my mood by telling me a need to do more excercise when she hugged me and felt my chubby sides. That was fun. Not.

Oh well, I guess shes right but still, its never nice to hear. But I guess I'll get over it!

Today was awesome because: I didn't have to drag myself to school!

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

A Day...

I've really been quite down lately. I'm not to sure why, maybe its just because I'm a girl or just because I am and I miss summer. I don't know, lately I've just been feeling like being happy would just be too much effort. I need to try and change that. Lets see how it goes.

So, today was quite good. I had one of the worst/best English lesson ever. We had this horrible supply teacher who started off too strict. So, naturally we played up. There were animal sounds, exagerated coughing and whispering. Which peed the teacher off so it was all worth it! It was pretty funny, and the teacher was horrible. Like, she sent somebody out because they were saying that it would be easier for them to be in groups of 3 not 4. Rubbish teacher, quite a weird lesson, entertaining at times but peed me off a lot and I ended up being horrible to one of my best friends at lunch because of it. Oh well, it'll be fine!

Sorry, this is going to be short but Waterloo road is calling me!

Today was awesome because: of farmyard noises!

Tuesday, 8 February 2011

A day...

Kind of average day. I had my spanish speaking assessment which I failed. Completely failed. But its done and I never have to do another one again - thank god! Other than that nothing much happened really, it was just school. When I got home from school I found an envolope from the DailyBooth offices with a DailyBooth version 3 sticker in! Seriously, kind of the best part of my day. So that was good, I came home, had an ice cream and took a picture to put on DailyBooth with the sticker. Kind of rules.

Apart from that nothing much happened, as I have said. I worked on some physics coursework and watched some YouTubes.

Sorry, I have nothing else to say. Wow, my blogs are lame at the moment.

T-minus 6 days until Monday and London! Can not wait! So, once I come back I will hopefully have a lot of blog material when I come back from that. Then its my friend Emma's birthday on the Saturday. Fun packed busy half term! Sorry, I may neglect you a bit but I'll get back into it soon!

Today was awesome because: my friend was whispering "creature of the night" all through assembley.

Extra cool points if you get the reference!

Monday, 7 February 2011

Not much to say...

Well today was average. Which, dispite what someone said on twitter is a good thing to me. But, because of that I do not have much to say. I went to school today, which was better than staying off! I had some fun with my friends and did my spanish coursework after school which went okay, could have gone better but its all done now.

I feel like I need to say something about my blog yesterday. One of my friends got it completeley which made me kind of feel better about it but another one of my friends took it the wrong way I think. I was just in a bit of a depressed mood, and felt like sharing it, I wasn't saying that I had it really badly, it was just how it felt.

Okay, I don't have much to say now, as the title suggests. I have been thinking of now blogging every day, just every few days but I'm not sure. We will just see what happens I guess...

Today was awesome because: I saw my friends!

Sunday, 6 February 2011

So yeah...

I want new people in my life. Don't get me wrong, I love the friends I have at the moment I just don't feel like I really connext with a lot of people. There isn't anyone who I feel I can be totally myself with. I really want to make internet friends, it seems they are the best kind of friends but its hard for me. I don't know why I feel like this, I just do and I hate it. It might be a good thing though, it might help me to meet some amazing new people, who knows. I guess what happens will happen in the end...

I wrote that little emo-ness this morning when I was feeling pretty down but I do tend to feel like that a lot so I just thought I'd share it with you. It came about because I was watching Kristina Horner's (italktosnakes) videos and she just seems to have so many great people in my life and it just made me think. Another thing that provoked that is that one of my best friends just got a boyfriend and they're all loved up so I'm feeling kind of lonely right now. I have been single for almost a year now and I miss having someone. But I guess when its the right time I will find someone.

So, moving on from that, I had a pretty average, boring day today. I didn't go to church today, mainly because I stayed up till about 1am last night so got up late this morning. Oh well, its part of being a teenager right? They didn't need me anyway! So I have been on YouTube and doing homework all day today and I have made a desicion - I am going to become a better YouTuber. As soon as my exams are over. I just really want to be part of that amazing comuntity. I just wish I could go to some of the gatherings and stuff but I live in the wrong place and am not old enough to fly out there so I'm just going to have to make do! I can live with that.

I am weirdly kind of looking forward to going to school tomorrow, I kind of miss it. Not the work part, just the friends part. Not seeing my friends this month is not good, but that will change tomorrow!

Today was awesome because: I wore my Internet Killed Television top!

Saturday, 5 February 2011

Active! :D

So, I almost feel normal today! The list of things I hadn't done that I posted yesterday, well I pretty much did all of them today! I think. I am still feeling a lot better and the only thing thats bothering me now is my asthma but I can deal with that, I have for most of my life. So its all good! I really really want to see my friends now; I haven't seen them this month! Hopefully that will change on monday though!

Today I actualy wore clothes, did my make up and wore my lenses. I know, I feel so normal! I even left the house! It was not very exciting - I just went to windsors - but it was better than nothing! I am overusing exclimation points in this blog! Oh well!

Anyway, I haven't had a very interessting day really. It was kind of a normal Saturday, but not really. Oh well! I feel better and that makes me happy so its all good!

Today was awesome because: I felt normal for once!

Friday, 4 February 2011

I missed a day - Sorry :(

Yesterday I didn't blog. I know, my new years resolution has been broken, atleast I did it for a whole month! So, last night at about 9 o clock I decided to go to bed, forgetting that I had to blog still. I just felt really really rough. I went upstairs, started to get ready for bed and just felt unbeleivabley terrible. It was horrible. I just wanted to get better and not feel like rubbish any more. So I called my mum and told her how bad I felt then crawled into bed and tried to sleep. After a while I went to sleep, without blogging or writing in my diary or any thing I normally do before going to bed. Yesterday morning I was sick on an empty stomach which was, obviously, horrible. I didn't think I had eaten anything all day yesterday but today I remembered that I had a piece of toast before she went to work. So I only ate a piece of toast yesterday and felt sick all day. So, that was fun!

Today I have actually felt quite a lot better! My asthma has kicked in and I'm coughing a lot but I have eaten a piece of toast, pringles and some grapes so far and I'm hoping to eat some more.I really do feel better and I'm hoping that I'm going to be well enough to go into school on Monday.

I have not done so many things since last Monday. I have not: seen my friends; worn proper clothes; been out of the house; worn my lenses; eaten a proper meal or worn any make up.Yes, I haven't done a lot these past few days. I miss my friends and I miss being hungry. Wow, what is this, the sick diaries?

Sorry, but that has basically been my life for the past few days. I am writing this early just in case something like yesterday happens, if anything notable does happen I will update this blog but I doubt anything will happen.

Today was awesome because: It is my friend, Dan's birthday today! Go tell him happy birthday!

Wednesday, 2 February 2011

Another sick day :(

I have been off school again today and its not very fun. I hate being ill and I miss my friends so hopefully I'll get better soon. I don't know if I want to be in tomorrow or not, I need to be in to do drama work but I have to do my spanish tomorrow 'cause I wasn't in today. So I kind of want to be in to see my friends and I have to be in for lessons but I don't particularly want to do my spanish and drama. Oh well, we'll see. I haven't been hungry all day but I can eat. So I have no idea whats going to be happening tomorrow, especially since my asthma has kicked in today. Not good.

I have been in my PJs all day again today. In the middle of the day I had a shower and put new PJs on so I've changed them but I've still worn them all day. Like you care about what I wear.

With all the spare time I decided to start witing down things that inspire me in a word document. I just felt like it. So, one thing I have to share with you is this picture that KimmiSmiles put on her facebook today. It is inspirational. It may be long and it may be hard to read but if you don't read it then you are missing out. Click here to read it.

Today was awesome because: I changed my PJs

Tuesday, 1 February 2011

Sick :(

So, today I have been off school sick and it is not fun. I was all ready to go in today but I just couldn't finish my breakfast this morning and felt really rough. So I went pack to bed and had a little nap. I've been feeling pretty crummy all day, I can't breathe properly and just generally feel rough. As I told me friends, I am dying but I'll live! So, because I was off I don't really have much to say. I watched Jeremy Kyle, as you have to when your off and lazed around in my PJs all day.

It is still undecided if I will be in tomorrow or not, I feel like I need to be in 'cause I need to be in physics for my coursework and I have to stay behind for Spanish coursework. So I need to be in but my mum says that I shouldn't really be in. So I don't know. I'm not prepared for my spanish but I need to get it done, miss has already delayed it for us. So I do not know what I will be doing tomorrow - I half want to be in, half don't. I guess we'll just have to wait and see

Today was awesome because: I did what I had to being off, I watched Jeremey Kyle.

Yes that really was the best part of my day, I am sad